Toured a hospital for a school feild trip. I got to see the morgue, pathology lab and I got to practice suturing. There were organs that I got to hold which was weird but super cool. I talked to a lot of nice people who were very passionate about their jobs, it honestly makes me want to go into healthcare a bit. Also the cafeteria food was both delicious and cheap.

Currently im on my third day of christmas break and unfortunately I think im sick. Other than that things have been going pretty well. I submitted a couple of college applications, cleaned my room and worried about my future some more. I also found old writing of what I had thought my senior year would be like, I didn’t know weather to laugh or cry when I read it. I have no idea how my future will play out and it’s eating me alive, I still feel im too young to worry about ‘adult stuff’ but I will be an adult in no time. Thinking makes my head hurt so I will avoid my problems for aslong as I can. I can tell my college counselors will be hunting me down the second I get back from break.

merrry christmas!! ^_^