today was the most exhausting but productive day ever. honestly, it couldn't have gone any other way. I gave a really daunting entrance exam with really difficult math, but a moderate logical reasoning portion. I think the most stressful part was the leading up to it because it was scheduled for late afternoon, so I had a lot of time to worry. on brighter news, I submitted my application to my dream college!!! I thought I'd be really happy and relieved but I'm honestly so stressed and spiraling because I don't think my application was good enough. I hope the worry goes away this is really annoying. I went out for coffee because today my birthday month has started!! I also had an oatmeal cookie. anyway, it was a good day I think, this has just been the most chaotic and stressful week of my life. I hope you had a good day too!

STATESIDE MUSIC VIDEO CAME OUT BEST DAY EVER!!!! Apart from that, I washed my hair so I'm finally lovable and capable of loving again. I also had the nicest cheesy ramen for lunch and a rose and lychee green tea after. I ended up finishing a college essay I've been thinking about for AGES. after that it's one more essay and then exams and then freedom. I'm SO excited. Some family friends came over for dinner and ended up staying really late but I had a good time! I had ice cream and ginger ale thanks to them :) I've recently been really obsessed with games like good coffee great coffee and daily gallery by Google arts and culture. if anyone has any recommendations pls send I will love you forever (I also really love those dress up games so send them over) I hope you had a good day too!

I had an oral exam based on one of my projects today but it was really easy. I feel stupid for being this stressed all for nothing. I got home, watched a bit of gilmore girls and took a nap. that's about it. Overall unproductive but honestly I don't really mind. I hope you had a good day!

Didn't wake up early today so I was really disappointed and ended up wasting most of my morning. However, I was able to complete a term project so I'm happy about that. Onto some better news, I made my first submission to a litmag in 2026!! I have been rejected by them before so I'm a bit apprehensive, but i also have a lot of hope. I ended up editing my author bio a bit as well! I watched the most recently released episode of season 2 of the Percy Jackson show. I have many thoughts, and plan to write a review after watching the full show. I walked 9k steps while listening to music- not a lot but better than nothing in my opinion, and I made hot chocolate for myself. All in all today was a pretty average day, but I'm glad I documented it! I hope you have a good day!

Today wasn't the most productive day, but I think I had a good time for most of it! I submitted a college application that I had been putting off for a while but got an interview location that's quite far away. So me and my parents are likely going to have to take a plane or flight. In other news, I went to a Cafe near my house and had tiramisu and a hot mocha. I saw a boy there wearing a purple sweater and it made me both happy and envious. I really need to start waking up earlier and getting more things done. I hope tomorrow is a better day- I'll try my best to make it one. I hope you had a good day as well!

I had my first final exam today!!! the questions were so vague I genuinely have no idea how it went. after the exam, I went out for coffee and had this really nice chicken quiche!! it was great! tomorrow's my birthday I'm so excited!! I made a blueberry lemon cake to cut with my friends tomorrow. I still need to ice it but maybe I'll do that tomorrow morning. tried to take a nap today but was unsuccessful, which is surprising because I woke up at 5am to study. so excited for tomorrow! I hope you had a great day too ♡