owwnm guys I'm just so overwhelmed with my genuine desire to go viral. I'm feeling guilty for going to a nice place and not posting anything about it, even though I know it would be a great opportunity. Why if no one ever sees it? I have the feeling that all this is useless. And also, I feel that what I have been pressuring myself to do and then completely deluded myself with the result of it, should be something out of passion. Something that, if a certain person went viral, it was because she simply wanted to post it because she likes to share it with other people. something natural, something simply genuine I fell that’s i’m just doing everything wrong 😮‍💨

I've recently been thinking about how beautiful people have so many followers just because they're beautiful? 🥺So, I believe I'm improving in terms of appearance, but I also have talents and dreams! One of my dreams is to be some kind of subcelebrity, or something like... lucia ferrato or claudia cook gomes. and the worst, is that when I post a cool video strongly believing that it will go viral, the views just plummet... my instagram never even gets a single like. and that's okay, people say "don't give up! Keep going firm" but... until when? I don't know if this will be a failure or not... I would just like at least 5 people interested in progressing or with the same interests and ideas as me.

guys why i am just so sad? like, recently i used to spend all my time in my hair bcs that’s in case is so unhealthy btw. when i was a kid with my long dark curly hair and sooo healthy, and a used to think that i would NEVER cry abt my hair bcs it just… grows. and i never thought i would me mad about overcutting my hair. but then, THAT 13 fase creeps me out. i just wanted to change. so a cut my hair and turned it into dark ginger, and i was HAPPY!? i simply loved that color and it was something that i wanted so far, and then it comes to be so dried and unhealthy, so i keep it cutting off that dried ends, making my hair gets so thin, and i have to choose a pretty but unhealthy hair or a common hair but… healthy. and now, i have a VERY short, fragile and thin hair but the color is just amazing… i don’t know what to do, i don’t know HOW i will keep this i just wanna cry please someone help me i do NOT know how to romantize more that. 💔

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