how life sounds tonight

DOST on Saturday. I have nothing more than prayers. And I miss having someone to talk about the future. I crave for an intellectual conversation about what will happen in college and what we're going to become. Most of the time I feel like a child, but we're growing older. I wish time could slow down

core memory!

school stuffs and creative juices won't come out, i have pubmats to do 😩

feb discovery!

today was full of laughter. i miss laughing so hard that there's no sound coming out anymore, there's just silence and catching up my breath. i was fighting for my life. i also run so hard to get home to play genshin and pull for columbina for one last time. i end up not getting her despite being at a hard pity (75) i also did something productive, i already finished editing dp blast for my org event next week!

while blasting to hamilton tracks and my friend doing the event in genshin in my account

why did i decided to take DOST-SEI? when i don't even know basics in mathematics. i'm struggling to review, i don't even know where to start. the examination date is so close, i want the scholarship but i'm so far behind

played genshin while on duty lol. celebrated lantern rite with friends 🏮

it's been a while

i was deployed in agricultural office, although i want to be there but today was so slow and i'm bored as hell

i want to draw. create a stickers, digi arts, printed stuffs, i want to create something. and i don't like being like this because i know it'll be just another abandoned hobby.