Today was a very good day! I retook that math test today and it went well..?? i hope? I'm sorry I haven't written longer posts for a while! i will make it up to you all, but now its so hard at school that i can't keep up! I've got some good grades this week and im so so so proud of myself because the work is finally paying off 😁 Oh my god wait im watching la casa de papel RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT AND WHAT. WAIT WHAT WHAT WHAT IS GOING ON WHAT IM ON THE LAST EPISONE OF SEASON 3 AND HOW IS THERE TWO MORE SEASONS. oh my god its so good why havent i watched it before its so great my gosh. please my heart is beating so fast right now ive got goosbumps. i love a good series and movie and i do overreact all the time 😇 anyway 😁 i have to go to sleep because its so late but at least you've got my live reaction. I will write to you all tomorrow i promise! Love you all so much

what a mess this thing is. first of all let me tell you that i hate dubai chocolate, i hate dubai. ive got it as a present like a week ago and the packaging reminded me of my FAVOURITE store bought brownie but i was so wrong. this literally looks like a piece of poop and its SO BAD OH MY GOD im going to puke. the outside layer is too sweet and tastes like chemicals, the crunchy layer in between is probably the same as the outside layer because it was horrible. the only good thing about this... thing, is the brownie part, i had to scoop it out of the piece i've cut out. horrible. i hate trends.

please this will be my comfort tv series till the day i die i rewatched it 2 times and i think i need to rewatch it again

another lazy day. im sick of school. im tired. i didn't study at all today, only 1.5h. but i will do it, if i don't believe in myself i won't pass my tests. i'll write a longer post tomorrow, sorry for not writing much its really hard for me in winter. i need sun, this goddamn european weather is going to kill me

I NEED TO STUDY!! but i dont have any motivation, i get distracted so quickly. i have another rough week and i cant get myself to study 💔💔

I JUST FINISHED THE FIRST HEIST AND OH MY GOSH WHAT!!!! im watching it all.

i really like this Steam game, it was on sale and i bought it its so addictive. thats the only thing i'll say. i waist

everything is falling apart please i need real friends

I didn't write a post yesterday, im really sorry!! In the first photo theres the box of sweets i got yesterday from my village community on the occasion of St. Nicholas Day. My biggest nightmare. Sweets all to myself. And just so you know, half of this box is already empty. Some people smoke because of stress, some drink and some deal with it. i eat. i eat so much. (Trigger warning for this sentence!) Thank god i have fast metabolism or something like that because I would be in a serious state of bulimia. When my mom finds out i ate so much, she probably would say that im selfish but she said that they are for me. Hell breaks loose when my mom has her period. The whole house is stressed. I hope she doesn't get it again during the holidays, because then the whole "stress-free" holiday break will be ruined. again. I did almost nothing today, i feel horible. the only thing I did was partially clean the room, clean the bathroom and dry a bouquet of flowers (for the results i'll have to wait like a week or so) i also studied a little bit for my geography test on monday but my head hurts so bad.. i shouldnt have laid in my bed till 11.30am 💔💔 its that damn phone, i wish i could just drown it. or teleport to the 1980s life back then was great and i would have watched the terryfying evolution of population and technology. I have so much to tell you guys but i dont have the strength right now. i just wish that people would respect each other, and that I would choose a different high school because this is hell. ive got another F from a test i studied, im really sad and my mom is mad. She told me thousands times that she doesnt care about grades! yeah right. i really tried. If only I were brave enough to cheat on tests. But im not, i shake like some sick person when i touch my phone or cheat sheet when taking a test. Its just another sign for me to study harder. study harder!!! if only my memory weren't so bad. i have to eat something normal but i just fought with my mom and she will find anything to bring up (to argue of course) when im eating. my head is blowing up oh my god please take my phone away. im going to cry again. im on my period. its winter. its cold. its night. its late. im lazy. im hungry. i did nothing today. sad music is playing. my head hurts. im sick. i wasted so much time today please i need sun, i need heat and the sun to blind me again, i hate winter so much can we skip it. im going to cry. im sorry that i didnt write a post yesterday i was really tired. love you all bye ❤️

this peace feels like summer break

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I LOVE THE SUNDAYS if you cant tell 😇😇☺️🩷😁😁😁 please four of their songs were in my top 5 🤤

Besides the fact that i almost cried in class today it was a pretty day, pretty bad. I almost cried because i failed another math test, the one that i thought was easy, i will never think like that again. i dont even know how these answers came to my mind, i messed up in so many places... But theres a bigger problem, i might not pass in math in this semester, if the test that i retook today went bad im you may not let me pass. This kind of situation is happening to me for the first time and im really stressed out, if someone tells me that its not that deep and that grades don't matter. to me they do, and to my parents, because i hate to see them being sad or dissapointed with me again. I don't know what to do anymore, my parents encourage me to take extra math classes, but firstly, I don't like them spending money on something that might not work, and secondly, I can't work individually with a teacher, It's really stressing me out. ughhh i hate math, why cant i be smarter :/ but i tried, and i will try until i pass :( anyway, one teacher complemented my hair today and it was so sweet because they did look stuning, i forgot to take a photo of them unfortunately 💔 The only thing that comfronted me today was the sun that came out for an hour (I wish it lasted longer) at 2pm. It was so beautifull outside and inside, i love when the sun is peeking through the windows and doors. OH WAIT WAS IT A SIGN??!!! was the sun a sigh from God that it's going to be okay??!!! I just remembered that i helped an old lady get on bus today, she was so sad because her legs are all sore and puffed up if i can even say that, i could see through her eyes that she was uncomfortable... She had a VERYYY HEAVY BAG!!! i didn't expect it to be that heavy!! of course i helped her get on the bus because we were going the same way. I think that the sun was a reward for my actions, thank you Lord❤️‍🩹 Anyway, tomorrow is a hard day because i have a test, a short quiz and i have to retake the history test, so yeah, i studied today!!! for 2,5 hours. im so proud. I think thats it, the title says itself, everything is better after school and i think i don't need to explain anything. love you guys so much, goodnight!!! 🩷🩷☺️

when i tell you I LOVE THE SUN i mean it with all my heart. I hate winter because its so gloomy and dark all the time! like why is the sun setting at 3pm!!!! i miss summer and spring so much 🥀 After a bad day today when i was coming back home the sky cleared out and the sun blinded me. THIS WAS THE HAPPIEST THING THAT HAPPENED TO ME ALL WEEK I SWEAR!!! i was smiling all the way back home!!! now im so happy that im listening to nostalgic 2014-2015 music ☺️❤️

It was a mid day if i can even call today that... i almost passed out on the bus today because i thought i'll be late and i was rushing so much that i walked a kilometer in 10 minutes. that's freaking insane. Also, the test i wanted to retake today, my teacher forgot about me and i was waiting in front of her class for 30 minutes before she came and apologised... Im retaking it on friday. Next, i have another test (math💀) im retaking tomorrow and i didn't study AT ALL today, i'm not proud of it but i needed a rest day... I didn't take any pictures of myself today, the photo is from july or june i guess. From the good things that happened today is the stickers i bought!!! i have a obsessio with stickers, my phone is decorated with them, my headphones, everything! i love stickers. I think i've got to write these post through out the day because i forget everything i want to write! ugh its so upsetting. So sorry for the short post today, im not feeling great 😔😔 maybe tomorrow will be better, goodnight sweethearts ❤️

THE BEAUTY OF HER FACE WAS BEYOND MY WILDEST DREAMS 😭😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ i love when man sing about women and that it's not just about the bed relationship with them ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 AND ITS SO CUTE LIKE WHATTT im crying

oh God how i love side bangs!!!!!!!!!! Today was a very good day, but kind of boring so i don't think that this post will be long... I had that math test today... I can't say how it vent because when i say anything about them it turns out that i get lower grades than i expected... Thats what happened yesterday when i got my chemistry grade back, 7 points out of 14.. with in my highschool is a D 💔💔 I was literally one point short of a higher rating!! But i tried and im proud of myself because i didn't cheat on that test and i studied hard for it. i don't know if i want to retake this test to get a better grade, i have to think about it. About retaking tests, i have a test with u got an F.. it is history class, and don't get me wrong history is super interestning and i love it and my teacher but my memory?! It just doesnt add up! and the dates??!!! hell noo!!! But i have to retake it tomorrow because it messes up with my ending grade. I studied for it! and i hope it goes well. OKAY I NEED TO STOP TALKING ABOUT SCHOOL!!!! Today at the bus i saw a man wearing a neon pink long jacket with a neon orange turtleneck, so brave colours!!! he made me smile so hard 😁😁 i love seeing people being themselfs and expressing themselfs!!! I express myself with my bangs, if its a bad bangs day.. well, the whole day has ended for me. Thats why i carefully and precisely blow-dry it to perfection every morning☺️☺️ On the photo below you can see THE BEST "BIRDS NEST" BUN IVE EVER MADE IT WILL BE MY NEW PERSONALITY FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR!!! my camera didn't capture how perfect this bun looked of course, but its got wabi sabi, also the most perfect side bangs, i just love them on myself!! i hope when i style them in the morning they will look like this tomorrow at school 🤞🏼 I love that after a long day me and my family, in particular my sister, can have a laughing session about literally anything, it doesnt need any more explanation and i think i can't do any more explanation because its so latee!!!!! its 23:16 in military time and i have a rule? if i can name it that way that can't, and im not lying, i can't fall asleep after midnight 😔 so ive got to go bc i have to do some other thingssss 💔💔 AND I SAID THAT THIS POST WONT BE LONG OHHH MY GOOODDDD 💔💔💔💔💔

i cut off my social media for various reasons but one of them is to be more present at the moment. Usually i don't use my phone in cars and public transportation because i have motion sickness whenever i stare at a phone for a long time, so i stare at everything that's going outside the window and i catch soo manyy thingss that other people miss!!! I also love looking around when I walk home, I like to see what has changed in one day. I'm a clumsy person and i fall easily so that's another reason why i don't hold my phone while walking 😁. Today at the bus i saw three young boys taking a selfie, and it was so cute, they were making a memory last longer. i wish i had taken more photos with my friends in primary school, i kind of miss them but almost all of them changed so much. For better i think! I started taking more pictures of my daily life because of this app, with is amazing and i love that i can share them with someone who wants to see and read my awfully written stories and thoughts. I love you, you!❤️❤️❤️ ANYWAY OH MY GOD TODAY WAS AMAZING??!!!??!! Like my spark came back for one day! i hope tomorrow it'll be the same!! At school i had hard chemistry test and i HOPE PLEASE GOD that ut went well! Also i had a physics test that i was taking for logic, i really like my physics professor, he's so sweet and others don't respect him so much... He started to notice and remember my name, with is weirddd because other teachers call me by someone elses name or dont speak to me at all! I think i just needed a night to rest and i love that one girl who reminded me that it's okay to take a day off 🥹🥹❤️❤️ MY SPARK IS ACTUALLY BACK??? i danced to the soundtrack of tangled in between studying in my room and it was magical, please dance your ass off at least once a week if you're feeling bad!! When I got home I noticed that some strands of my hair had started to wave... is that a sign to restart doing my wavy hair routine??? i dont knowwww I STUDIED FOR THREE HOURS TODAY!!! it's such a great feeling i just can't stop smiling!!!! I have a rough week and i think i will make it! forget what i said yesterday, i was listening to depressing music and you know 🙄🙄... ALL RIGHT IVE GOT TO GO i have to read a difficult book for school, i also have a math test tomorrow 🫣😬 keep your fingers crossed please i need to pass this one!! LOVE YOU ALL SOOO MUCHHHH THANK YOU FOR READING ALL OF THISSSS ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 (sorry for the small amount of photos i was so busy today!! so there are some of my pins that i saved a while ago. AND JIM HALPERT OH MY GOD)

Love them. love the french. love them.

if i die, don't throw buckets of flowers, throw handfuls of the forest-scented fruit infusion. my favourite tea of all time please if they discontinue making it, there will be war.