I hate myself for holding onto the last bit of hope from the last dental school. I got rejected I didn't tell my parents I got rejected from all of them. They still think there' one dental school left. Why did I even try again. I should've applied to medical school instead. At least I would've gotten into that.

I went out with mama to a cafe for breakfast. It was fun. I've never done anything like that before. And it was just me and my mum. I had all her attention. I love her so much. And today in the library I remembered how much she cried when I failed my exams. she cried more than me. That made me want to actually try. So I did chemistry practice questions. I actually surprised myself. I didn’t know I was capable. I got 31/67. 46%. It's still a fail but I got marks. I didn't think I'd be able to. I am not stupid. I can actually do it. Time to make mama proud