I had huge expectations. it is a fact that if you look away even for 1 sec you will in fact miss a lot of the story. but I don’t know, this felt like a repetition of “Inventing Anna”, but like make it more confusing. also this might be one of the very few series I didn’t 2x at all, not because I don’t want to , but the moment I 2x , I can’t comprehend shit😭.

4 injections and an allergy reaction later , we are back💪🏽.

well I had this coming lol

it was cute.

fucking thunderstorm happening all of sudden

it’s the first rain of 2026 and it was only cute for 2 mins. I hate it alr. there so much sounds and feelings .

the sourest oranges + salt. also if yesterday was all poopy today I can’t fucking poop even though I want to .

I love when people show genuine sportsmanship 😭😭😭. Olympics is really just so coool. we seee ass-y athletes who are just there to compete and then you see a lot of athletes with diabolical amount of sportsmanship and humbleness and then there are also neurotic flowers who are just happy to be there. ahhhh so wholesome😭😭♥️♥️

it’s so refreshing to see someone really just enjoying doing this and not that tense-forced smile. andddd yayyyyy she won golddd💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽

aaahhhh what did I do today? pooped freaking 12 times . that’s it. and what else ? Yh thought I was gonna die from dehydration 😭😭😭😭

went out to eat food and met Navya.

I hate internet . It made us all believe that being nonchalant is THE COOLEST THING you could ever do . We really need to stop being so online present. As a society. We need to take it back a bit . Our emotions can’t fvking keep up with the speed technology is forcing us to gain . and what is with everyone’s obsession over original experiences? You know what? It really just clocks what I said earlier. We all are obsessed with og experiences coz anything we think we have done differently , there is 1000 fucking people doing the same shit on internet and 100 people being super good at it or even having an experience of it that is 200 times better than yours. Internet really just ruined experiences for everyone. and yes I realize that I’m a hypocrite because, after all , internet is one place I thought of to come and rant about all this.

God forbid I’m figuring out life. While I’m really glad that we have an overwhelming amount of information out there for free to consume and help us through life , really … it adds to the confusion more often than not. Not to mention the whole comparing our life with strangers issues!

I’m tryna find sunshine under scorching sun. But all I really need is a tiny bit moonlight, which in fact only happen if there is sunlight.

I might actually watch 100 self help videos and make 10000 resolutions and still take 100000 more days to actually make a change and why the heck do people on internet make me feel bad about that? I mean i get that it might not be my proudest moment, but god forbid someone is showing average human being behavior. When will this fvcking race ever end?

Like fuck this at all. I love book recommendations from random people and music recommendations from people I love and admire , I might even totally adopt mannerisms from my favorite celebrities. Why is everyone making me feel like I don’t have a personality on my own just coz of this? Wdym?!?! Like this is my fuvking personality bro! I like something , I’m okay with admitting that?!?! I’m ALL CHALANT for godsake .

I think I like chaotic loud people so much and all this time I thought it’s coz I wanna be them , but now I’m realising it’s their ability to not fucking care is what I am really into . And as much as I love to be called the cool chaotic kid , I hate breaking rules unnecessarily. Why do shit in name of coolness? Like okay if something is deeply unjust, let’s break that fucking rule or something. But if it’s really just beautiful and is the most efficient way , why are we undoing it just to make it seem that’s the coolest thing to do? Chaos is okay-coolish but uncomfortable in so many instances. And why the hell are all of us trynna be different? Ultimately that thought alone makes us all the same?!?!. And even if everyone is same , what the actual fuck is wrong with that? Who hates familiarity lol?!

I need to stop listening to heartbreak and yearning shit. my heart didn’t even break properly. and I’m currently trynna unyearn😭😂😭😂

this stopped being a TikTok song somewhere along the way.