today I met with my sister! we talked, gossiped and of course did a tarot reading! I like this get-togethers with my sister

I feel better! several days ago I came to my hometown and my condition started to become better. I decided to change my room a bit, create my workspace in the balcony and do some decorative stuff. today I met that guy, about whom was my previous reports. I was really happy to see him. it was wonderful 15 minutes and then 40 m back to the town

ok touching me was easy but loving me was too hard?

another day. another shitty mood. yesterday I argued with the person I value, but he doesn’t value me, in my opinion. I’m trying to persuade me that I need to loose people who don’t value me to find balance in my life. but to be honest I can’t imagine my life without him. I know it’s wrong but I’m ready to be unhappy all my life but be with him. these two people in my head argue about this situation every day, every minute.

trying to heal myself, but it doesn’t work. unfortunately. I thought making my hair and doing make up would help me to be productive and not sad, but I’m still sad and not productive

guys I’m not sure but.. it seems that… I officially became men hater ahahah of course except Damon Salvatore

this day is so eventful! firstly we met to go bowling (I lost) we drank milkshakes, took a lot of photos and talked! then we came to a Georgian restaurant and ate veery tasty food and drank Prosecco. it was so cute and lovely to talk about different themes, spill the tea and take photos. I’m so thankful to Karina for organizing this day. I will miss these girls

my groupmate invited us to her, we talked a lot, ate veeery delicious food, played mafia and discussed relationships and other issues! I’m so glad that I have such groupmates. I needed this girly meeting :)

I have so many problems with my social media perception. when I studied at school, I posted so many posts and stories, and my tg channel was full of my photos and thoughts, but as time goes by, I started to be afraid of posting, kinda fear that someone would think that I’m dumb or something. only here I can share something personal without any anxiety. I know I need to stop thinking about other people’s opinion and start focusing on my wishes.

I broke up with my boyfriend in September. now it’s march, and we’re still communicating, trying to heal our relationship and start again. but the point in that he is in army. that’s pretty BIG problem. and my insta reels are trying to convince me that men are evil. I don’t wanna be that girl who hates men, because of one who broke my heart. I want to believe in true love, I want to believe that one day I will wake up next to the person who really loves me and I do love. and I continue screenshotting that reels but I don’t know why.

yesterday my doctor said I need more vitamin c and today my dad brought me a huuuuge bag of mandarins! it’s so cute

full day w family! I came to my hometown and it was my best decision! I’m facing difficult period and this trip helps me

uni photoshoot!

saying goodbye to this mirror because my uni era comes to the end! next step is my exam period, then preparing my diploma and graduation! instead of thinking about exams and diploma I’m worried about dress for graduation…

I’m so puzzled about what I feel now. last day at uni was so expected because I planned to take so much photos including instax photos. and my groupmates prepared mini quiz about our group and it was very interesting. everything was fine, but now I feel.. maybe people call it emptiness, but I’m not sure it refers to my feelings now. the fact that I don’t know how to explain my feeling really annoys me!!

today was our last day at uni… not this year, but ever!! can’t realise it so far, but it’s so saaad :(

was creating birthday card for my friend and I’m soooo tired, but I’m not satisfied with the result :(

created wrinkles with henna. my previous experience was totally bad, but today I won! I understand my result isn’t ideal, BUT it isn’t disgusting, so, well done!

I’m so sentimental today… I asked my chat gpt “which present do I wanna get for women’s day?”. I asked just for fun because I knew that chat gpt couldn’t know for sure, but it told me “according to our chat history..”. and I found it so cute, when it started to list things like “because you asked me about pens for calligraphy, you may like calligraphy set” or “because you asked me about your thumbnail trauma, you may like certificate to nail salon” I don’t know why thoughtfulness of ai was so surprising for me

maybe in another universe we're still sitting together in class laughing at the most random and dumb stuff together