school finished yesterday! it was so fun. i’m finally at my peace. i played 99 nights in the forest on roblox for 19 hours 😭! thought i would reach to 5000 days but couldn’t. i watched 2 movies of Kristen Stewart today; love lies bleeding (2024) and speak (2004)! she was so beautiful, gosh. ugh i wanna be with her. 😢

i have written a substack article yesterday, i feel better than ever. because i know i didn't write for people to read, i write to open my heart in digital diary ir article or whatever. i’m so in Carrie Bradshaw mood. 💪🏻 - Wrote about “Diary of 16-going-on-17 mind!” and yapped 🦉.

studies hasn’t been really going well. i feel like i’m behind but this is just a phase. my exam starts on 9, ends on 17 this month. since i’m in year 10, i gotta be really trying rn. so i promise myself. even if it has only 8 days left for me, i would do it because i know i can. everyone can. i’m gonna really focus and do it for this last semester. just these days and my school’s gonna finish! yay. let’s go, Erin <3.

it’s been 5 years since we burmese living under the military coup. it’s not easy but we’re still fighting. guess what, we’re silenced. that’s why people around the world barely know about us. funny how i can’t even post this on social media where people know my identity. because i can get arrested for even posting a simple post. some dies in each passing minute while the others escape successfully. i hope everyone is doing fine and this year, we’ll win this war. too bad, it’s a local war. i’m still scared my student visa could get banned because i’m from “Myanmar”.

MASTERPIECE 💭🤍

Lately i feel so stressed because the final semester is very close!! But, i’m feeling like i’ve been enjoying doing Maths and Physics. It’s like i just found a piece of my soul back. I can’t believe i hated those 2 subjects. 😭 !!!

Never thought this would become my favourite for tonight 🤦🏻‍♀️ (Not the radio mix cux i couldn’t find the og one.)

released in 2012, but never died in my heart

i walked and did yoga + legs work out today. and this evening, i finished the whole book in an hour. 😭😭 it’s a novel and i didn’t get an ending i wanted. at least the girl should end up with the guy she deserves, now she’s single 😔

my heart stopped when i thought Bella was really dead and the next part was about her daughter 😭 i’m so locking in, i finished Eclipse and Breaking Dawn 1 just today 🧘🏻‍♀️

“marry me, bella” okkk, edward 😭😭

not really realistic but it’s actually so cool + love the gloomy weather vibe 🌦️<3

i love how the movie plot twist were built, i want to see her perspective so much

their love looked so real yet painful for me. maybe in another life, stephen would have a life that he deserved and find a theory of everything out.