I went to my moms aesthetic salon for some stuff and went back home for netflix and chill but alone. I was watching a film called MoneyBall but I couldn't finish it because of the goddamn strong demon of sleepiness.

I was very nervous to make a presentation in Spanish but I think I nailed it. On top of that, that one was the last exam for the spring semester. So from now i'm free!!!!!! At work, I told my bros that I hadn't never been to the second floor. Then they got surprised hearing that unbelievable fact and gave me the special tour. Finally I could do eye contact with Italia chan today.

Dont remember anything. But I guess I had a good time with my family haha

Since the big boss of Danielli comes to our pavilion today, my unique Italian friends are well suited. As shown in the picture, they look identical to the Italian Yakuza. The leader of this squad si chiama Penny gave me a special Italiachan pin. Thank you carinaaaaa;)

The amazing technique when waking up in an early morning that I had been astonished and made up my mind to implement around two days ago didn't work today. I just wanted to keep tasting the taste of heaven this morning. Right now I feel kind of guilty not returning a few books even though the due date was already passed. I don't think my grammar works well today but fine. Anyways, the summer vacation has began!!! So many events in this month and I can't wait any of them. At work, I got the Italian chan pin thanks to Penni chan. Should've taken a picture with her but this idea didn't pop into my head. I got along with Yukorin today. Finally I could know her name. So I'm happy now. I also met my high school friend Mino today. I didn't know that she works as an italian stuff here like as me. I saw ririka for the first time in two months. I'm happy. I'm also happy that Rikur called me bestie. But i'm sorry for eating 20 rice crackers today :(

Speaking of today's exam Money and Finance, it was horrible I guess since I forgot to bring the goddamn calculator to the exam!!! So I ended up calculating all the 1.08 to the power four kind of questions by myself. Who'd wanna compute the multiplier questions and the values include freaking decimal. Hopefully I pass this class but I don't count on today's exam.

I undertook the exam of intercultural communication. Seeing that this exam started at 9am, I had to wake up so early but I got to know the trivial technique getting up with fresh in the brisk morning. Set the alarm ten to fifteen mins before I actually get up. Then when the sound of the alarm blasts in the morning, all I have to do is doom scroll the phone freely. This tiny but phone addicted action is the most important thing if I want to start the day off vibrantly. Thanks to this maybe, my hair set today was great i'd say. Not perfect but not bad. The exam per se was quite easy to solve. Before the work, I tagged along with my ex roomie Kaz and his girl ( i didn't know that he had a girl) to eat lunch in Sanno. Since I had so much time until the work, I decided to browse around the pavilion with my professional camera. I went to Saudi Arabia, Oman, Switzerland, and so on. I tried to shoot some magnificent pictures but I realized that I lost my touch. Now I regret to do this shitty thing because I am freaking tired now even can't stand on a train. I shouldn't have done this ridiculous deed before the work. LESSON LEARNED.

The environmental economics exam made me cry. I couldn't most of the problems not only because of the lack of knowledge but also the lack of elaborate preparation. To forget about it, Tony and I went eat something that can recharge our dying battery. We headed to Otoya. I ordered mackerel and karaage. But the small bone of the fish hurt my throat and I'm worried about whether this little boy ruins my days from now.

On the way to the expo city just to watch demon slayer the movie with my family, since I didn't fasten the seatbelt before the fee gate of the highway, one cop stopped our car and said "you've got the penalty for not seatbelt on". I was about to do so once we got on the highway but he recognized faster than me. My mom, the driver, totally disappointed in me. No wonder she got mad at me because she lost her gold drivers license at that time. Thanks to my brother converted the bad mood into the good one saying it is what it is. We saw the movie in an IMAX LAZOR theater with a hope of so much anticipation but it turned out to be not that hyping up movie to me and my brother since the reflection or past story of each was way too long. If we got hyped up for the battle scene, that sad and past scenes snapped us back to reality. Another thanks to my mom bought us some midnight supper for tonight. Eating Shin-Ramen felt guilty as hell but thanks;)

Sitting on a blue plastic sturdy lifeless chair, I was spacing out staring at the one point or should I say I was speculating on something that hadn't happened yet. My heart hurts as real as when I was in a relationship. But I didn't know why that weird thing happened out of sudden. I felt tired of thinking, moving, and using my head. Am I worried about what might happen? Anyways I went through something strange moment while waiting for the train. Maybe just because i'm emotional. I don't like this feeling. It's just uncomfortable. Ege bought me a starb version of granita for making me come early. I need to drink it one more time. Way better than Italian granita. At work, everyone was nice. Everyone talked to me nicely and i was happy about it. But there's one thing that I regret. I realized that my Japanese is collapsing these days. One of my colleagues said that she didn't understand what I was saying even though i tried to talk to them so they could grasp what I wanted to say with easy words. I'm sad and upset. Here now I have to train my Japanese as well.

少なくとも思い出補正かかってるとは思う。 多分初めてのライブ？やった気がする。 ライブ中なんか足元よろめくなあ、疲れてるんかなって思って一回立ち止まってみると、会場自体が揺れてたっていう。 あ、ライブって地震起こるんやって衝撃受けた瞬間。 これ以降何個か他のアーティストとかのライブ行ったけど、地震味わったのはこれが最初で最後。 わいの青春。戻りたい😭

Woke up with the new alarm sound but I didn't recognize it was a new one because I was sleepy as hell. I forgot to take an eraser to the test but fortunately I could borrow one from one of my friends Mari. According to my plan, I was able to answer part 5 and 6 for reading section within 50 minutes but I spent five more minutes maybe because I was nervous. But what's terrible is the listening section. Omg i don't think I could answer over 80% of accuracy. Let me excuse here. First of all, the sound and voice weren't loud enough. It was really hard to listen to with my deaf ears. Second of all, the room temperature was too cold so I couldn't focus on the small voice conversations. But overall, I think I nailed it. I'm ok if I can't get over 800. At work, unlike usual, Hayate and I let 100 people in at one time that's supposed to be 75. It was fun to see the exhibition room be packed with huge number of people. I also pleased that I could meet up my crush. But i felt insecure because her style i mean her fashion was one notch above the average outfits for summer. I don't think i can deserve her but why not trying? What have I got to lose? So haha. Come to think of it, what matters most while living a life is people whom we can laugh with. It could be friends, family, coworkers, etc. We have to appreciate these people and shouldn't take it for granted. A friendly reminder to me at some point of future.

風間塵やからこそこのシンプルな一音一音の重みが観客に伝わるんやろなあ。 強く弾ける風間塵やからこそ、ピアニッシモがこんなにも効くんやろなあ。 最初の方、あんなに寂しい孤独を感じさせるメロディやったのに、急に鳥の囀りみたいなのが聞こえ始めて、ピアノが鳥たちと会話しようと頑張ってるように聞こえた。 お互い頑張って意思疎通しようとするけど、何か噛み合わず堂々巡りになっちゃう。 ピアノが一度長々と自分の伝えたいこと言うけど、鳥たちはおんなじことを繰り返すだけ。 最終的にはピアノがそこの自然に身を任せて、その環境に溶け込見始めた感じがする。 これ、普段自然に耳を向ける、養蜂家の息子の塵が弾いてたら解像度高過ぎてえらい演奏になるやろなって思った。 第2楽章とは異なって、アップテンポ、何か急いでる、疾走感のある、効率的な、雰囲気。 さっきはピアノが合わせてあげていた。感じやったけど、今回は完全に率いている。かなり支配的。なんか、人間の本性、1番底にある感知できないけどめちゃくちゃでかい欲求みたいな、そんなのが現れてる感じがした。なんか、良い意味で邪悪やった。 改めて風間塵の演奏聞いてみたすぎる。 この楽章間での静と動の綺麗な対比。 ききてぇ。

パンっ。 で演奏が始まったのびっくりした。この時代にしては斬新すぎるのでは？（多分聞き足りてないだけ） ところどころディズニーリゾートみたいな、ジブリみたいな音楽が混じってる。 曲のほぼ真ん中あたりで聞こえるハープのなだらかな音がすごい眠気誘う。 んで、多分このハープ辺りから曲自体が静かに眠る。 かと思ったらものすごく速いスピードで1日があっという間に過ぎるかのようにラストスパートが押し寄せてくる。 すごくあっけなく終わっちゃって、あんなに盛大なラストやったのに気持ちは寂しくなった。

あっかん、幸せ

Make up class? Nah. I just need to get a high score at the exam. That's it. I played the game, and studied for toeic. Hopefully i can get over 800. I'm exhilarated to see the one tomorrow at work. I'm the theater MC and she's the Theater video? What a coincident. Be a man about it.

華やかで賑わう地上とは切り離された暗い埃っぽい地下のクラブで流れてそうなビート 曲が終わるにつれて、もちろん来る、ビートチェンジ。 一気にZARAみたいなファストファッションやけど、オシャレな場所で流れてそうな親しみやすいビートに変わる。 乗れるし聴いてて気持ちいいけど、ドレイクならもっと行けそう。な気がする？

亜夜とマサルが一次予選で弾いてたっけ？ それで聴きたくなってしまった。 素人に毛が生えた程度の知識で合ってるか知らんけど、トレモロとかグリッサンドで奏でる音が粒々でその技術力に驚嘆。最初の方に良い意味で不気味なぽにょぽにょした、キノコが次々とポコポコ生えてくるような音が聞こえてきたけど、あれがまた忘れられない。 後半の方に聞こえてきた、ダララダララみたいな連続する回避不可能な波のようなノートにも見事に飲み込まれて、圧倒された。

Thanks to my face not swollen even though I ate savory stuff last midnight. Thanks to him preparing sheets for the environmental economics exam. Thanks to my mother getting tickets and driving to the venue. Huge boo to the drunk shop at the concert place. Thsi drink costs 400??? Duck you;)

後半のＪColeがブチギレて文句言いまくるパート何言ってるか分からんけど、戦闘力上がる