simply fire nothing more just such marvels leave me thoroughly astonished

I am ending my night by going on the hub and bust one and take a melatonin with a NyQuil and hope I don’t wake up. night my demons.

today I’ve been sick af. my nose have been runny af. all day. work was kinda busy and I hate that I had to work for my check today. the poverty. after I went out with my girl had some ceviche together. fucking bomb the ceviche I had was made with chile tepin. spicy af but it cleared my nostrils. after that we went to do some Christmas shopping. I got my girl her gifts first online tho. then I got some other gifts today. we also went to Barnes and Nobel and I found this book and I love this author. his poetry is just unhinged and I’m here for it. he just says things how it is. def would recommend. I took a pic of it so I can come back and get it for myself. anyway that was my day.

the intro is so CINEMATIC her voice of an ANGEL just please take a listen. this song playing in the background while a climax. wild.

no for real like why tf am I so horny rn. like I’m getting hard at my desk doing my work and I’m just bricked up. like I feel like I’m in middle school. like I want to go up to some of my coworkers and just ask “are you down to get on your knees real quick?” like no I shouldn’t have these thoughts. I’m just doing work. fuck. I wonder if any would be down. like if no one will know will they do it ? anyway this sucks… kinda

buffalo dip with peppers, chicken sausage, boiled eggs, ruffles with my truff hot sauce. balance hit the spot. the gruff sauce tho definitely recommend that shit is so fucking good !

idk why but I woke up with a runny nose. and that bitch running like it’s water coming out so fucking annoying. also haven’t shaved my face or had a haircut I look musty ugh I hate it here. some girl said my earrings look nice. was she trying to fuck? I mean she got nervous when I made eye contact. not important today at work was terrible I was slowly getting worst. and they had me in all departments too I’m like I’m feeling terrible chill I can’t wait to sleep take my melatonin and NyQuil fuck around and take Benadryl 🤧😛 any way that’s my day.

just baby spiders taking over the grass area where my dog poops. gave me literal goosebumps. the tiny dots are baby spiders.

I want to share my 2025 replay but I’m an Apple Music guy here. so kinda shy also mine is very basic everyone here has very unique and diverse music. I swear I listen and explore other things. I have added a few songs from here too. so idk if I’ll share but so stay tune 👉🏻👈🏻

I’m 16 months sober. that’s me a couple years ago in the pic. but I have to say I miss it. being intoxicated 24/7 at the time I thought it was me being young but it was a problem. but fuck I was having fun. that night a fucked a random girl huge rack got up, got dressed got a call from my other girlfriends and asked where I was. I turn to the girl asked what room is this. she got mad and I said idk but I’ll send my pin why? my girlfriends said they are going to get donuts lmao. after donuts I fucked one of my girlfriends in her dorm lmao. but yea miss being a drunk but I will keep the sober journey. oh and the next morning they took me to get pancakes lol loved having horny friends.

ground turkey with white rice and sweet potato. with cilantro dressing from Trader Joe’s. hit the spot having it for lunch tomorrow too. simple and easy can’t complain. would rather have a lobster or ceviche but still hit.

eating like a godamn rabbit. but ngl was good the balance was there. seems plain but good flavor. the cucumbers and onions were in lemon and salt easy. but my tummy tho oof.

I do apologize with my language I can be very vulgar. now it’s who I am so just scroll past it I won’t change it. I’m a bi-polar man who has very dark and honest thoughts so this is my warning to you. the image says it all.

so cheese and bad acting. love the girl tho. loved her in kickin it. anyway the plot twist was well hidden no way you saw it coming. or I didn’t at least. wouldn’t watch this again. but props for being an original story something new. def had potential for sure. but if you have some time to kill and don’t know what to watch with the family during this holiday just put this on why not. if you need to pee during it don’t pause it you won’t miss much. again great potential ! p. s. would smash for sure (her) quick skull fuck.

I love to eat out but my girl prefers my fingers. and that sucks. I still love her and sex is amazing. but man I’d push my grandma down the stairs to eat a girl out rn tbh. anyway my dream has always been to be a radio host. or in this day in age to have a podcast. but I’ll use this fun platform as my diary and podder.

this is the song you dedicate to the person you love. no one else tho only that person and you only use it once. his voice the lyrics magnificent!

ain’t no way they really made a real radio station for the fans. they only play music and ads from that time and they only reference Hawkins. the tunes are fire. I think it’s available on all radio platforms from what I know. this actually really cool I’m impressed. I’m a man who grew up listening to the radio. did I have an iPod touch yes. did I have tv cable definitely but I prefer being outside on the hammock and just listening to radio shows lol.

ok hear me out. 4/5 high I know but I see why they took long. love the effort put into this. it’s coming along. it looks like it’s obvious but I think that’s what they want us to think. if they kill Steve I’m swinging! if they kill will on sight. Lucas, Max, Holly like why. Dustin, Hopper or 11 just fuck you and die. but anyway why can’t we watch the play if it has a major part to season 5!!?!?!?! whatever more to come.

I’d kick a puppy for head rn

the twisted tea is not mine. I’m sober still. almost at 16 months. but the chips hot dog and Gatorade mine. the hot Cheetos (not the fries) are hers. but I’ll share thoughts on the show after.