for how long will I keep looking for myself? I know when I look in the mirror I'm not here anymore. where did I go and how do I return...I don't know the answer when will I feel safe? do people see me? it's so easy for them to tell me to do something or your mind is overreacting maybe You sould try using your energy for something more useful. (If only I knew how) how to stop my thoughts, my fears and my haterd for myself I really wish I knew how My question is can't they see my eyes? how lost and scared they are can't they hear my voice? Do they not sense my fear through my words? or maybe how lonely I feel even when I'm among them ? No, they absolutely don't they're good at blaming me cuz in fact I'm a really bad person in there eyes even if they don't say it to me I know I feel And honestly I don't blame them cuz that's the truth