outfit fully thrifted 😝😝 met with some more doctors and they said surgery is gonna be the best option for me since my disc herniations have gotten too bad and that’s why i’m in as much pain as i’m in - sciatica down both legs and i’m unable to walk long distances and stand for even a minute. so happy to hear from yet another doctor that i have to lose weight, like i haven’t been trying for the past 20 years and, mind you, im 24. dr recommended that we cut the trip a little short and leave after tet 🥲. since it would be better to get the surgery done back home with my usual doctor, i’ll just be getting a shot for my pain that isn’t a steroid shot, but still for the pain. UPDATE: my brother in christ, that shit was some kind of pain that i wouldn’t wish on anyone. i swear they took that needle and played with the literal discs and i could feel that shit since i wasn’t under anesthesia. i was crying and lowkey screaming into the damn yellow blanket they had for me. i feel better, but they did say it’s a slow acting medicine so we shall see how things go.