day 68, 2026: this song holds such deep meaning for me because I lost my dad when I was 13 and I am going to turn 17 in 2 months and that kills me because I never expected losing him. he prepared me for everything in life except for when he would have to leave. this song has always been something that is very sensitive to me (the lyrics not the back story of john lennon and you know his son with yoko) and it always makes me cry. I also very stupidly decided to watch beautiful boy today and with the song playing at the one hour mark of the movie, i was so devastated that I had to pause the movie and just sit there and had to try and stop myself from crying. the movie holds so much emotion, especially with nic and david. i miss you papa.