I miss being in 9th grade and reading PJo series for the first time..ik it's just nostalgia playing tricks on me but that really did feel like the best time of my life where I cud just be under my blanket,read PJO all day without a worry in the world,ignoring reality and just being happy.I am happy now as well but growing up does kinda feel tiring and overwhelming sometimes and I just wanna rest.. I'm tired of having to work in order to earn rest or just not being able to have a day off without guilty consuming me.But if I wait for my work to get over before i rest,it just keeps getting added on and I keep going insane..Need to balance proper work life balance but it's hard ig.This is my brain dump before bed today at 2 am so I think I'm just yapping randomly(feels like it)...Bye