this is mostly for me, a way for me to reflect instead of blowing up my emotions into something that really isn’t a big deal. i failed my 3rd test. 67. (i wish i was joking). and with my grade being a 66 in biology and being on academic probation, it really ruined my afternoon. i sat there, looming over every possibility that could happen if i failed my final exam. it’s a motivation i haven’t gotten in a minute, but now instead of it being voluntary. it’s required. in order for me to get above a 90 overall in my class, i need a 90 or higher on this final. i have 4 weeks and we have just started unit 4. if i spend my time wisely and start studying now instead of procrastinating, i should get a grade im proud of, and therefore not get kicked out. this is not over, and in a month ill be looking back at this moment wishing i had done something instead of mope around.