Not only is my brain fried, my computer decided to actually FRY itself. I fucking hate Windows, man. But I also don't want to install linux. I don't have a supercomputer and I can't even UNINSTALL windows or reset it (I tried for 6 hours earlier). What else has been biting me in the ass lately? Questions, questions, and questions from everyone. About me. God, I don't want to think about anything related to love or work or anything philosophical (only exception are close friends/family that I don't need to explain lore to, because they already know the actual lore lol + I always leave extra energy for friends & family, esp if they need help.) I just don't like it when new acquaintances prod without forewarning (I didn't prepare any spoons for that, man). I'm already regulating through every nagging thought every second of every day plz don't go off script. One last thing biting me in the ass is nicotine withdrawals. I quit nic probably 200 times a week but I think I'm sticking to quitting now. I'm hungry and moody and the weather is especially hot nowadays—trying to keep my AC usage at the minimum with the ongoing war/energy crisis couldn't be any more timely. Oh, literature gods, where is the promised fantastical destiny I was promised lmao. Reap me from these earthly plains plz 🙏🏼