absolutely TRASH day in terms of productivity and just all around, not great day :/. i think it’s partially because of my period and the cramps attacking me. remember when i said i didn’t have any pain??? eeemmmmm, yeah 👍 i was WRONG!!!! i got to the library, sat down and then they hit. for some reason, i like to see how long i can last before using tylenol???? idk WHY i do this to myself???? masochism maybe? registered for my summer classes as well, since i’ll be taking the fall semester off for surgery. i so wanted to take another writing course with my current professor but she isn’t doing anything online besides creative writing :(( though she encouraged me to come back and take her screen writing class, so i’ll be doing that next spring for sure! mrs. dugan is such a great professor love her with my heart. the only other good thing about today was the sushi and the chocolate covered pretzels that i ate. everything else was just… not.. another thing, i planned to dye my hair pink this weekend and had ordered dye through amazon because they usually leave it at my door instead of my apt mailbox, which i haven’t been able to get into for the past 7 months because my apartment complex WONT GIVE ME THE RIGHT KEY???? and turns out! they put, not just my hair dye, but the book that i needed for my creative writing class in there as well, even though i left a note on my mailbox telling them I CANT OPEN IT!!!! i don’t care if they left it on the fucking ground omfg just READ the damn paper. not even getting into obsidian rn bc it’s just a complicated clusterfuck that i’ve tried to figure out for the past who knows how long. also FACE REVEAAL??? not that anyone gaf but please be nice, i know i look a lil weird, i have a condition 😔 HOOH boy, sorry this one was mostly negative, really just needed to get stuff out after just an all around crappy day. but here’s to tomorrow being better and hopefully i’ll be able to focus on my academics!! ❤️❤️