only 8:32am and i feel heavily overstimulated and overbeared with work. i've been avoiding doing my finals work these past two weeks or so, and it's not doing that well for my stress. i have so many things to do: ; position paper (draft due in 4 days) ; visual novel flowchart ; posters & illustration brief ; process writing essay (overdue by 4 days now) and the noise is everywhere. i forgot my earbuds and earplugs, so there's next to no helping it at all. i have that heavy pit of anxiety and irritation boiling up in my stomach. all of this because of my procrastination, and my father wants me to be on deans list and i'm hoping to have good enough grades to not have to retake anything next term. final stretch, last two or three weeks. hanging in there. i just... need.... to lock in......... augh. also katseye released pinky up and im afraid of listening to it 😓😓😓