tbh I haven’t been doing well mentally. it feels like what I do, it’s not enogh. how much I work is not enough. how I act towards my bf isn’t enogh. just like idk. it’s more like harsh maybe when im trying to convey my emotions and it feels like no one is listening. anyways here’s some pictures i took when i was getting back home from work

in a hotel for my work, nothing like free hot water and family guy on cable. it is weird seeing the new seasons when I’m on season 8

I woke up at 4 am to see the shower. at first it was a bit cloudy, however after my eyes adjusted I could see some stars! I was nervous I wasn’t going to see anything but I saw a few shooting stars:3

I’m hoping to go to bed early so I can wake up early and see the meteor shower that’s starting tonight. I’ll let you guys know if I succeed🫡

I’m thinking of deleting instagram and whatever social media I have other than this. thoughts? I just get so overwhelmed in the winter I wanna take care of myself yknow?

I tried to take it easy however hard to take it easy with being in college. still my friend gave me a shirt they made for me (my birthday gift from the summer) also finally hanging up my fan and Phil tit poster

I’ve been really tired mentally and emotionally. hoping with thanksgiving break I can get back on my feet but I kind of doubt it. idk I hate depression and my fear of going outside starts ramping up. no one wants a real loser gf😔

are these wraps based? yay or nay?

in my town they did their seasonal book sale and I’m pretty excited with the spread. I didn’t realize you had to be a member but I signed up because it’s only 10 bucks for the whole year and I love county libraries. support your local library!!!

I’m super excited for the silent hill movie >_< I bought tickets for one theater but there’s an early show in a different theater. idk we’ll see what I choose

I recently got a jumping spider and I love him!! I haven’t chosen a name yet. waiting for a little more personality to choose. he hasn’t moved much since he’s in a new environment. ugh I love him>_<