This song Reminds me of childhood
and the place and people I grew up with Which I call "Home"
That home was where My grandparents lived
its the place I lived for 13yrs of my life
before we moved away
the place where i live now cannot be my home its more like a "house"
No Matter what I couldn't call it home
My parents build this house
with so much effort and sacrifices
but it couldnt make me
Feel Safe Feel Home
I have experienced pain more than laughter here
So living with grandparents uncles and aunts and cousins was Just
A "simple thing" back then
it was like an obvious thing
I felt like I am where Am supposed to be until we moved away
I started to realize it was not just a place but A Home
Ofcourse we would go there all the time and live the best We can...
Until We lost My Grandpa
and thats when I stepped into reality
The place the home lost its colors
when ever I go there I can only see flashbacks from those beautiful days
echos of laughter
busy kitchen
kids running around
waiting for my turn in long queue of cousins for the breakfast
making a home with big pillows
cracking jokes at dinning table
its like that was all a dream
that place is now all grey
nothing is like before
every room is empty
quite kichen
fewer pillows
" A ghost of memories "
And i didn't wanted this
i was mad angry that why are things like this ? Why is it all Grey
Only to realize My Home Was My Grandpa
its the people we love and the ones that love you that make you feel "Home"
we all still Gather there and eat together laugh together but
it always feels in complete and like something is missing
It feels bitter sweet
But Yes, It was,it is,and always will be
My Home
I miss you Nana More than you know