got the result of my finals...I got an avg of 88%-ik that it's not an excellent score-but I was lowkey surprised cuz I didn't even expect it.As someone who was always "the average student" I can't believe I got a considerably good grade(THAT TOO FOR A BIG EXAM LIKE FINALS!!-i am gonna be in grade 11 after this!!!!) gotta thank my past self for all the all-nighter and for not giving up, i was literally soo damn stressed the whole year and felt soo stuck , like i was trying my best but the results would always stay the same and at many points i really felt like i am an utter waste just cuz i couldn't solve a math problem even after trying it over an over again...she would freak out if I told her that she got a decent result...universe has proven to me once again that everything will workout-some way or the other- and that all I have to do is just fight through the fears and doubts I have about my potential.Yes I didn't got straight-As and yes my marks were above avg marks but idk why or how but I feel happy about the fact that I got what I deserve and it's more realistic for me to get a score like this cuz come onnn , no one's gonna wake up one day and be a straight A student over night (well except if u r some genius or smth which I surely am not)
p.s. also thank you universe for believing in me even when I didn't.