day 1, 2026: i choose this song for today. it's the beginning of a new year, a new chapter, and im scared. real scared because the past few years haven't treated me well. this year, im trying to have faith, or atleast trying to make my brain understand faith, the heart is still yet to know what faith is. this song has magic in it, i swear. it calms me down, makes me happy, gives me goosebumps but also stirs up so much in me. 2026, please be kind.