Recently I watched a video about whether you are alone or lonely. I myself don't really know if I am just alone or lonely. I read that there is a huge difference in being alone and being lonely. I have seen various vlogs saying 'day in my life alone.' in that video she explains that the reason these youtubers make this kind of video is because they are lonely. Meaning of being alone is that even if you are not with anyone you do enjoy your own company whereas lonely means when you are alone you always wish that someone was there for you to talk or just be with you in that moment. That video was like a reality check for me because I am trying to understand myself more this year. I am getting to know that even the closest person of yours is not always with you. Strange right? why do we always need others company why not enjoy yourself with your niche interests. Honestly even if I feel lonely I would rather go watch a kpop group or do my hobbies than going to another person.