Today I went to lesson but I came back earlier. Then I and Jayne went to Chakeleke's house and we had all plans to study, but we instead discussed and talked about everything and nothing. I felt this sense of camaraderie around them. I know we're all going through a lot. perhaps, dissonance. We are in this stage in our lives where all we want to do is to take a long break, or just be free, or travel to where nobody knows us and we feel like we can't stay in one place and we just want to go faraway. We are tired. And it isn't just about normal tiredness. it's hard to explain... I don't know if there's a word for it... perhaps quarter life crisis? Is that too much? I don't know. I wrote in my Journal, Veronica, today. It's been a while. I feel light.