i feel like a loser. Iwas so excited for my very first MUN but i backed off like a loser. I was so scared even tho I prepared it all, I am ashamed and embarrassed. Will I ever be able to face ppl? I dont wanna live like this

i also painted my nails glittery today and i think it is worth mentioning

didnt do much today just dilly dally and wrote a poem and submitted it for my university youth fest souvenir