soooo today i got my package and it turned out to be soooo goooddd omg, and also i finished drafting, one step ahead before i edit them later...... and i alsooo i have another 10k words fanfic i can read tonight!! from one of my favorite writers [happy]

today was so so, but slightly better than yesteday. finally read a book again for 2 hours, after experiencing a reading slump for months :") ohh i also finished my fanfic draft anddd finally have the courage to leave comments here and there. pretty much received a fair and good respond so im gladd!!!

i have no energy to do much and ended up sleep like a baby for hours; missed the chance to catch up with my uni friends & my cousin on her last day here 😿 but i got to work out today so yah, still so so

feels refreshing to be here!!! would love to interact more with other user :D

i was annoyed when my mom forced me to come with her, but look at me now, i'm glad i come and enjoyyy the nature 🍀

actually wanna give today's rate with 4, but ended up dealing with this guilt because i unfortunately compare myseld with someone and feel sooo ugly and upset. but then i want to mute even block them but i realized that none of these are my friends' fault, so... kinda doubled the guilt feeling i have :/ which is freaking suck. but i finally gave my friend ija the stikers i always want to give and she is happyyyy :3 andddd i finally can give tasya hadiah yang udah aku pengen kasih tapi ketunda mulu hihi. wasnt so bad actually, i just super suck with guilt and shame ugh