Lagu ini literally bikin aku nangis sesegukan tepat setelah kegiatan seharian. When I felt didn’t enough for myself and others, this song started haunting me all night. Setiap lirik yang dibawain itu ngena banget di lubuk hatiku, exactly.
Dari kalimat pertama,
“I want you to know
I’m a mirrorball”
Mirrorball yang kecil dan ga keliatan itu berusaha reflects a shiny light for others—biar keliatan sempurna.
Tapi aslinya, being a mirrorball is a exhausting thing to do. Life full of pressure to make everything looks perfect, but the end we got nothing.
The chorus and bridge
”I’m still on that tightrope
I’m still trying everything to keep you looking at me”
Highlight the frantic, sometimes desperate need for attention and validation.
And the pretty relate on me;
“I'm still trying everything to get you laughing at me”
STFU, I am crying again and again :( Mirroball isn’t about being perfect in front of our crush, but in people’s life.
Buat aku, mirroball bukan semata-mata lagu trend tentang sedih. Tapi exactly got me into the lyrics.
