i was listening to this song yesterday and again this morning on my way to work. somehow, it calms my nerves and makes jakarta’s traffic a little more bearable

not gonna rate this song because it reminds me of the time my ex suddenly came back into my life. it started with a simple "hi", but somehow it felt so strange after everything that happened between us i hate to admit that i missed him. a part of me wanted us to get back together. but he gave me so much closure on how he’s still hesitant to make a decision, over and over again, that eventually i didn't want to hear it anymore. i know i was wrong too. i opened the door when i should've left it closed, and somehow i've kept it open until now. but is it really wrong to still hope for something, even when you already know how the story ends?