I dont really put my deep personal life on here bc of privacy and only being on here for not a while. I was thinking recently, how for me its summer right now and I realize how much time I have until im adult and its only abt 2 years like isnt that crazy how I remember my first day of elementary school and what friends I had and my graduations of how much ive grown and experienced so many things, some good things, some bad things and how thats affecting my thinking of what ill be like as an adult. Just putting that out there. also any advice?

I just wanted to share that I love flowers, these are just some flowers ive either seen in my yard or people given to me. I wanted to share how BEAUTIFULL flowers can be, but I feel like I would never say "these flowers smell good" cuz why do they smell like shiiiii like cmon im not the only one RTT they are beautiful tho ps: I belive the main pic is hydrangeas but idk the rest

I had a dream, not ones like i usually have but one ive definitely had before. It was a dream, a weird dream about me and my mother going in our same car, in our same route to wherever but this type the road was a big red Rollercoaster, thats rt a RED ROLLERCOASTER (i hate rollercoasters) it went right throught a city like it was a normal thing. I hated it, my body can feel the Rollercoaster dropping down and I absolutely hate it. I say ive had this dream before because I had a few years ago, Idk how I remember that but I do and I hate it. If anyone else gets weird dreams or reoccurring ones, ur not the only one. I cry, fight, and talk in my sleep which mt sound weird but its normal, atleast for me and I cant change that or maybe theres something wrong me, I dont know, I wont know.

apart of me wants to go back to school to take the class ive been dreaming of atleast i hope my schedule lets me 🤞 then the other part is gonna hate seeing all the enemies I made in the past every single day again ehh yea no

sometimes when I feel up to it and not doom-scrolling I kinda not really journal. Just write down some things that I think or I'll find some journal prompts online to help me. that's what I wanna show yall, Im gonna write abt some journal prompts prob not consecutively and maybe not for long either but I feel like it would be interesting. right?

just some context I am not a great writer, so this is just coming from me and me only. I have wrote some proud stuff in school but not as good as I would ever do on my own. Today I wanna answer a question I have came across... What Pain Have You Normalized? The pain that I have normalized is the pain of being alone. When I was younger I was surrounded by many adults that greatly taught me to stand up for myself and basic things as a young woman and I still use the basic skills to this day but one thing I had to learn on my own was the reality of aprt from family I had friends which were great, I had many in preschool, elementary but that changed as I got older, everyone started to drift away, I moved districts, cities so I didn't see those people anymore even to this day I haven't talked to those. When I got to middle school I was the new kid, there were people who liked being my friend and then there were people who thought I didn't belong. It was hard at 13 yrs old you found out the yr ur going into your 8th grade everyone's signing your yearbook, asking to hang out then completely ghost you the week after. And I graduated middle school I went to highschool thinking everyone was gonna change, grow up and all this time I didn't know what I did to not have those friends anymore. Now I'm in 3rd year wondering why I wasted time trying to find out why those people don't like me making big mistakes on the way with family issues and even body image, mental stress, homework piling up and almost failing two classes all awhile I ate at lunch all llll by myself while I saulk in misery. then figuring out being alone was the best thing that ever happened to me. Let me know if I should do more idek what I'm doing ooogiebooogieeeblopsoos

so anyways I got my schedule for my 2026 fall semester and I really am okay with it but I really want to change one thing abt it my classes are: (not in order) Yoga Algebra 2 US History Spanish 3 Avid 11 Modern Media & Story so basically yoga is my physical education, algebra 2 is ofc my math class, us history is my history class, spanish 3 is my third yr of spanish, avid is a help with college is stuff, modern media an story is my english class for analyzing the true meaning of book and text. What i really want to change is spanish already have my required yrs and I want to have Ceramics which is more hands on and i really like making clay sculptures so yeah, I needed to vent on this.

hey this is gonna be a short jornaling prompt just for personal stuff that is going on ( my . again) anyway enjoy... fun, interesting, imaginative good day, also do yall want my spotfiy? (i promise I have good music taste. I can put in my bio for yall if yall want! also guys my freakingish headphones won't charge and im so freakishly mad because all I have are my earphones and there whack and my headphones were a gift for my birthday years ago and I think i might have to get new ones 😔😭😭😢

uhmm am just the only one who either doesnt celebrate Halloween or have ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO WEAR!?? because I wanted to be Moana from Moana duh, Toothless from How to train your Dragon or Lady from the Lady in the Tramp. I have no idea if I even wanna wear it to school or not either like I HAVE NO CLUE! why am I talking about halloween but I have hoco coming up and thats another thing I have nothing to wear because im so indecisive. Happy Labor Day! no school for me 😜