I dont really put my deep personal life on here bc of privacy and only being on here for not a while. I was thinking recently, how for me its summer right now and I realize how much time I have until im adult and its only abt 2 years like isnt that crazy how I remember my first day of elementary school and what friends I had and my graduations of how much ive grown and experienced so many things, some good things, some bad things and how thats affecting my thinking of what ill be like as an adult. Just putting that out there. also any advice?

I just wanted to share that I love flowers, these are just some flowers ive either seen in my yard or people given to me. I wanted to share how BEAUTIFULL flowers can be, but I feel like I would never say "these flowers smell good" cuz why do they smell like shiiiii like cmon im not the only one RTT they are beautiful tho ps: I belive the main pic is hydrangeas but idk the rest

I had a dream, not ones like i usually have but one ive definitely had before. It was a dream, a weird dream about me and my mother going in our same car, in our same route to wherever but this type the road was a big red Rollercoaster, thats rt a RED ROLLERCOASTER (i hate rollercoasters) it went right throught a city like it was a normal thing. I hated it, my body can feel the Rollercoaster dropping down and I absolutely hate it. I say ive had this dream before because I had a few years ago, Idk how I remember that but I do and I hate it. If anyone else gets weird dreams or reoccurring ones, ur not the only one. I cry, fight, and talk in my sleep which mt sound weird but its normal, atleast for me and I cant change that or maybe theres something wrong me, I dont know, I wont know.

apart of me wants to go back to school to take the class ive been dreaming of atleast i hope my schedule lets me 🤞 then the other part is gonna hate seeing all the enemies I made in the past every single day again ehh yea no

sometimes when I feel up to it and not doom-scrolling I kinda not really journal. Just write down some things that I think or I'll find some journal prompts online to help me. that's what I wanna show yall, Im gonna write abt some journal prompts prob not consecutively and maybe not for long either but I feel like it would be interesting. right?