7th day of work! This is the only time my friends and I got our lunch outside the company because we thought it's not allowed to eat except at the cafeteria. Now it makes sense why there are only few people whenever it's lunch time. I will always choose Jabi over McDo or Wendy's.

It's been awhile ever since I dropped in here. I have a duty tomorrow, and I just got home after a long day of class. I had a research defense earlier and I am happy to announce that I we made it! The panelist complimented my speaking skills but as someone who gets easily distracted I had internal conflict. Looking back, it was actually funny. I want to think of my poor mannerism as awful and embarrassing but that just make it me. Lol. For context, I had a habit of swaying my hands in front of my face and I just did that, so, it was actually, deeply, heavily, and awfully embarrassing for me HHAHAHAHAHAHHA. Anyway, here's my bowl of Ramen. It's very delicious!! I'd like to go back again.

my phone can't capture how pretty these phone charms are in person. I also bought bracelet for myself and I love it!!💕💐 I only had 4-hour of sleep that keeps me dozzing off on the bus. Was really convinced that today isn't my day and I don't want to attend my internship. I don't drink coffee, so, I had no choice but to fight drowsiness. I bought croissant—didn't know it was hot—burned my tongue. Such a tedious day. Office was so cold. My head hurts from the cold. And once I'm off from work, the AC on my bus was straight freezing. I still have to go to work tomorrow, I want to have a break. + I realize maybe I want a bf but I am too exhausted, I realize I don't want to talk when I'm tired (but damn bf when??)

+happy mother's day to my mama. (welp we weren't aware it's 16 slices of pizza)

It's been a long time not hearing from me. I started my internship last Tuesday, and tomorrow will be my third day at the company. I'll say I got overwhelmed on my first day because I got subjected into immediate operation, due to the surge of applicants, and also from the fact that I am not used to speaking the language the way I used to as a child. I never had "that" awful experience, but back then, kids my age would point out how I speak different and it made me very conscious, until I completely stop speaking in that specific manner. I also felt the difference in treatment and that no one would really try to approach me. I am saddened that because of it I lost the language—but that's what I thought. Going in the company that has strict policy and working with people I have no knowledge of, made me really confident and in line with the behavior I assumed as completely loss. It is very unfortunate, especially, in a country where the basis of intelligence is according to how many language you can speak, your proficiency, and how articulate you had become. Aside from that, when the language as a basis isn't not fully acknowledge without being eyed by your own people. People may see language as a form of communication but it has lengths. If you are in the middle and you speak a language different from your mother tongue, you are not expected to initiate anything from the people. If you are poor, and you speak a language far different from your mother tongue, regardless of your educational attainment, they are not expecting you in continuing on speaking the language. What is truly the definition of communication barrier when the language is perceived as social status? — I hope I am not being too much for you, I just always have that bitterness in me. This is why people often misjudge me as introvert, when I'm just really got slap with mockery. SPEAKING of the company. I like working with them. People are all nice. Non-toxic environment. No allowance, but free foods everyday!! I like all the employees, including the security guards. Everyone is accomodating. They made me feel like me. Usually, it's my sister and I. I fully express myself in this language, and I am more proficient. I am delighted to speak with people in a language I much prefer. This is why I kind of have identity crisis due to code switching, and familial ties. People are different and we have to embrace difference. I am not saying that I don't like them, but my friends just don't know me as much as my family. Whenever people say eye is the mirror of the soul, behind my mind I think it really is language.

Just had 4-hour of sleep co'z I don't know how to do my hair and make-up—still ended up with my natural hair. I tried to iron it, but it won't stay flat. Had a really terrible day yesterday co'z Watson ran out of my EB concealer shade. Tried to use curling iron but I can't follow the tutorial right. Watched make-up tutorials but still ended up doing my daily routine. I'm deeply saddened and mad because I have this acne mark on the tip of my nose but I have no concealer. I don't want to use other brand.

Fav series after supernatural and before Welcome to Derry

It's so good!!!😭😭 I expected to be disappointed because of how nicely played the first movie was, but this exceeded my expectation. It's been years since the first movie, but I still think about Alex😭. I thought I moved on but I'm still bitter about their status. FCK! He's such a waste. I still think about the what ifs. If I'm Grace I don't think I can move forward. Thinking back then, I realize that the reason Alex took awhile before exploding was because she won the Hide and Seek—the Family is dead, means she's the head. He only exploded after she wanted the divorce. Alex had some potential. I am still deeply hurt. How I wish he didn't betrayed his Wife.

unpaid! unfortunate, but I feel I am in best hands. Will not disclose anything about the company but I assure you, guys, the environment and privileges around the building is surreal. Hint, 3 malls, a lot of cafes and restos, including fast food chains. I will start in May. The hardest part was being asked when we will start and the what's of our schedule because the department has not yet guarantee us. bunch of events are temporary. but yay! I got to see KKV!! and their infamous noodle wall.

I'm almost done with the vid🙏🏻🙏🏻 I

do they consider lumpiang sariwa as salad??

I prefer my profile hidden but I really wanted to post these pics, that by doing so will cause me sm hassle. I have no time editing. excuse my grammar. I know I'm already bad but i feel sm worse today. I had to seat for 7 HOURS for a CLASS and an ACTIVITY. I am very much exhausted. I even temporarily lose the ability to comprehend. A lot happened today. I'll tell once I'm done.

Imagine something bad happened on you and the podcaster called you an attention-seek, and accused you of staging.

di ko nagustuhan. Ginaya plot twist ng Momzillas.

Went to process our medical for the upcoming enrollment for Psychology 115, and then, we are suddenly at the MALL??!?!! This is my first time eating tanghulu, and I am not dissatisfied. I want to try something new for myself. I didn't even have a CASHH!! My friend paid for it instead because I only have my debit :< I always thought of how similar it is with turon and bananacue, yet I used to think of it as chewy—and the opposite of crunchy—what is it, again?? Can't clearly remember. But yk, hard to chew, but when I bit into it, it's like glass. *yeah I'm ignorant with tanghulus because they were never appetizing to me, I thought they were ridiculous. Fruit?? glazed in carnival?? I had so much fun despite the scorching heat. I was sweaty as hell inside the mall, AC is too low (they were conserving energy) ps. I had a little embarrassing case. I ordered for lunch with my debit but I got the pin wrong 2x that I had to show my dominance by paying using a qr code (I am personally supposed to ask my friend to pay for it but I realized that the clerk might think I stole the cards!!! —I didn't stole the cardd!! It's mine I just can't figure why the pin isn't workingggg!!! pps. When I got home I realized that the pin I used 2x that turns invalid was the almost identical twin of my other debit card. So, basically, I kept using the other pin of the other debit card on the card I am using. THEYY ARE IDENTICALLLL!!! ALMOSTT!! JUST WHY DID I CHOOSE THAT?!?!! (The cover photo isn't my most flattering, but I like to keep it for the vibes)

I love that bougainvillea are in full bloom. Also mangoes Unfortunately, I overheard that an specific hospital where I am planning to take my practicum in are in full slots (probably because of students from different university). I'm kind of disappointed because I really want to finish my clinical with them. I'll focus on self-studying for the meantime. I'm also planning to process my ojt requirements by Monday—the permissions, and letters are already with me.

2 p.m. to 7 p.m. class tomorrow. you just got to be there. I'm currently reading the copy of our lesson, 5-hour lecture class sucks, but at least I do not have laboratory anymore. Drinking my cold milk while making my flashcards. I bought 2, I saw it on TikTok and thought it was cute. Selecta FM the best tasting milk. I ordered 200pcs translucent sticky notes. I didn't even know it was a thing not until today. I'll use it to annotate my DSM V.

Either I eat champorado or this. Fav after school merienda line up: Baked Mac Baked potato Chicken Paprika Kwek-kwek ('pag di ako inubusan ng nga students)

Accepting my life as it is after they announced that I have to work my arse off until December with no pay🫂

All I did today is to accomplish my CV. You know it's "sit-in-a-chair-wholeday", once I open an external monitor. (you all are fortunate I'm not screen casting). Don't judge my screen, my sister oftentimes annoy me every second she catch me excessively zooming despite a bigger screen. I have a bad eyesight (we both have, but she said "are u a psychopath?—she caught me one time watching on yt without clicking the screen just zooming the boxes), I don't want to lean. I better get a leadership award this year. Good night. I need to wake up by 5:30. The orientation will start at 8, I have to leave by 7 a.m. Ghadddd!!I still have to proofread my thesis. I'm already exhausted just by thinking.