Just bought so much online and when I wake up in a bit I'm gonna go to like a million places to get more. I love the people I surround myself with and I'm so excited for them to open what I got them 🤭

God I love Daisy world

I think this is the worst I've felt in a while.

My favorite Ghibli Film ever. I love other Ghibli movies but none of them are like this. The story line and the way it all connects is so beautiful and sad. I do recommend if you enjoy something heartwarming and deeply saddening. SPOILERS AHEAD---- OKAY here's my full description of my favorite things in the movie and I have to start with the saddest. when Naoko dies and Jiro has another "dream" about flying and her dress is blowing in the wind it absolutely destroys me. I love their love with all my heart and the fact it all started with him catching her hat is so simple and yet it makes complete sense, of course Naoko falls in love with him, immediately he shows his care for everything around him and his peaceful demeanor even in the middle of a war must have been so soothing to her from the beginning so of course when she gets sick she knows there would be no one who would or could care for her more but she's afraid it'll take him away from his dream of flying but he knows how to balance everything for her so when he finds out she has tuberculosis HE WORKS AT HER BEDSIDE!!! their wedding was beautiful, it was small but so unbelievably gorgeous, Naoko looked gorgeous and i cant get over how they constantly use wind in this film every time she's with him, if I'm not mistaken the only times wind is used is when Jiro and Naoko are together because she makes him FEEL LIKE HES FLYING LIKE HES ALWAYS WANTED. I'm in shambles over them. I also love how this film connects back to Miyazakis father who build fighter planes in WW2 so I'm sure he lightly based Jiro off his own father which is beautiful.

Second favorite green day song. it gives me the urge to overthrow a dictator and be hot doing it....

I finally did some face paint again after forever and I felt like myself. I wish I did it more often just don't seem to ever have the time with work and all but my goal is to do it more.

if I could rate this higher I would. the way its start off so slow and long and quiet and soft just absolutely kills me. her voice is so beautiful and it really feels like floating and then the guitar start quietly building with her voice and the instruments adding on with her words describing how she wishes to die quick and it all beautifully combines along with the back up singing making it truly sound so heavenly. Then the crash at "next time you call" to just the piano like she's describing something that could never happen because she won't pick up the phone... I'm so infatuated with this story. I'm sure I'll have more deep thoughts the more I listen I just cant describe how deeply connected this song makes me feel with the idea of dying knowing someone will remember you enough to connect in another universe.

I have no words. this song is perfect and I'm sobbing.

Sobbed in the theater to this movie next to my best friend.... thats what really matters. on another note I've listened to one of the songs they added in the movie thats not in the play (no place like home) like a million times. it so perfectly reflects the time we're living in now and it breaks my heart the way Cynthia put her full chest into that shit. I'm in tears everytime I hear it.

This is my Pretty boy Sheldon curled up on my lap. I love my cat.

I usually work closing shifts as management so I work from about 2 until 10:30 but i never get home until 11 and if I do get home earlier than that I find it hard to go to sleep because I feel this sense I've missed out on the day so I try to do a million things at night which is unfortunate. I also hate going to bed feeling dirty so I like to shower at night but this makes it difficult. I've tried to do better but I still find myself awake at 2 am wondering why I didn't just go to bed. I'd like to be more in tune with myself because I have found myself slipping into depression again and I know my schedule 100% has something to do with it but its difficult. I have hope though.

Favorite Santana Song. Definitely not as hyped as it should be for the Guitar and the smoothness of his voice.

This song absolutely shows off Copias' (Tobias') vocals range especially LIVE! Not only is the majority of this song sung in a deep guttural gravally sound but he finds a way to switch from that with such ease into a smooth voice mid song, and i understand in recording this was probably done separately but seeing it LIVE HAD ME ON THE FLOOR! I'm in constant awe of how impressed Ghost makes me over and over with every performance and Album.

I have so much to say about this Album, not only does it perfectly capture the style and sound of Ghost its also absolutely one of the best showing album by for for all the talent within this band. From Copia's hell shattering vocals in Kaisarion to the insanely beautiful instrumental in Respite On the Spitalfeilds this Album truly ties itself into a beautifully horrific bow made with love and a message that few attempt to understand. In my opinion Ghost as a band is meant to bring nothing but safety and peace to all who feel unwanted and unwelcome wherever they may be and this album delivers that with each and every song.

love love love the message and it makes me cry but also makes me feel like locking the fuck in so I can live rather than survive.