i missed someone from my past, actually, it's over more than a year and i misse him like hell. i was the one who left him first for good. for myself. i was so selfish. he was the most amazing boy ive ever met in my whole life. idk if this is just a phase or not.
he was my everything. i loved him with my whole life. now without him, i feel so empty. ive never felt like this before. i thought i moved on fully. duh, he kept popping up in my head.
im not gonna text him first either. i dont want to be seen as a clingy ex and dont wanna get mocked and laughed by his friends. ik he wouldnt do that. hes a good guy.
and what if hes in a relationship? i mean i stalked him on internet and he didnt post anything about gf or stuffs. hes like a guy who posted me a lot on his social accounts when he was with me. but what if he keeps his relationship secret? it hurt me so bad.
