I stumbled upon a cutscene of Robin finally reuniting with Saul. It's just a scene but the onion was cut so deep, my eyes are now teary... but I am on a bus ride to work... Dang...

Just got a streak of inspiration. I can use Sky as visualization references for OCs...

This is the first Japanese song I truly listened to for years and shapes my entire music taste when I was a child. I knew it as Ookiku Furikabutte's ending track, and I downloaded it when I was in ... elementary school. Still liking it until now, when I am already a full-time worker. How time passed by so fast…

About not giving up.

I've been living in this world for like... 27 years, and truth be told, I don't really know myself. And due to some personal matters, I feel like I always have to hide my likes and preferences, because they'll get criticized by my parents one way or another. But now, I want to learn myself again. I want to love and take care of myself properly, regardless of other's words. I want to try being as cringey as possible voicing out my likes and my opinions about things, because else, what can I do to truly know about myself?

Not posting this on my X because the singer had noticed and we follow each other on my account, lol. But I'm so happy my tiktok video is noticed and liked by him. I never show my real identity to him and the tiktok account was basically my updates on playing Sky: Children of The Light. And he once sung for me, the song that made me like his pieces so much, on Tiktok live. Until now, I really appreciate him still noticing my updates. He doesn't understand English that much and my Japanese isn't fluent, but sometimes I can vaguely understand what he meant, when we indirectly talked during his Tiktok live. XD

I lay awake this night, with sleep that doesn't seem to come as I wanted it to be. Financial stress. The amount of money left in my bank account. My life at work. I just wish and hope I can get better job in the meantime...

… That even those who you considered having the greatest sin could repent… And those who embraced and implemented the fullness of his faith will gain enlightenment, regardless of their beliefs.

When I broke up with my younger boyfriend who, after all these months, finally revealed his truest personality, disrespect, and orientation in front of me. I rarely fall in love that deep, but... the last person doesn't have to be you.

This book was there when I had one of my worst slump in life, around 2022 or so. Thank you for writing a novel that shows me how alright it is to still be kind and forgiving even when you're betrayed and/or being treated badly everytime... I hope Shen Qiao can be my shizun.