this week is going to be another hell week as it's going to be filled with exams etc. I had also did something dumb while trying to post my art haha. (about a the pitt ship comic, if youre interested in seeing it let me know) I basically made a short comic, posted it on tiktok and it...kinda went viral...kinda(to my standards) and now it's my fault for asking them a continuation part, so now i have to make the next part 😅 the thing is, I'm happy people liked it, and i love drawing it too. It's just that i could really feel the pressure from my audience lol—that the perfectionist in me is really flaring up, which is bad😭 but i just have to calm down i guess and get my whimsy back and retrace the real reason that I'm drawing—because i love art

ohhh my god had the worst ever headache this afternoon. i was going to do so much today until it just had to come—too stubborn for medicine as well that i had to take 2 different kinds just get it off completely. I had a specific thought relating to a user's (from this app) initial thought but now i forgottt because i fell asleep ughhh 😭 i hope i can recall since i had so much to say that i felt like i can really relate to what they're feeling about

How To Pretend feels like it sampled a classical track (I cant remember sorry) and it harmonizes well that it...works and sounds really good—that I listened to the whole album as well and yeah, a unique sound in my opinion.

i have no idea why i watched this but i needed something light so it's not actually that bad...just something i dont usually watch😭 it was enough to alleviate the stress from the pitt sooo it's fine. i just spun the roulette from hbo max and decided to watch this haha

another art log for today yayy—this time digitally featuring Dennis Whitaker (pic 1)( i dont know why i keep drawing dennis like i love this man dearly...) and my oc Neil Sandoval (pic 2) 🤩 i feel like making more stuff for my oc recently bc i have so much inspo from so many media so far, Neil is a detective and thats pretty much it😭 i ought to make a whole character sheet for him yes

i finally finished the first season! this show is so stressful to watch but at the same time so...good...as someone who wants to be in the medical field (NOT IN THE ER) anyways gerran howell haha i love you gerran howell i need a palate cleanser or watch something lighter to break up the stress a bit before continuing 😭😭

first time using acrylic markers went so well and it was so fun to use! i oughta post my art/sketches so far on tiktok too

free day! im gonna draw more using different materials today teehee

i have officially lost it with the pitt haha this show is so stressful but so good?? dennis whitaker page + other stuff i practiced on

im getting more and more used to my fountain pen as well as my fine lineart yayy

i just got my first fountain pen today! it's a Jinhao 82 using Diamine Ancient Copper ink. although I'm not used to drawing with a fine tip, it has a really nice feel...maybe because of the nib? i love it. Since I'm lowkey(really?😝) obsessed with The Pitt right now, I drew some robby/noah and dennis/gerran sketches for testing, as well as practicing my coloring feat. noah wyle haha

been on a retro listening streak since late December, I'm so grateful for stranger things for making me go back to listening 70s-80s music, this time with more and deeper discoveries

MY NEW FAVORITE EVER lmao no aesthetic just already sipped coffee😭

woaaaahh her vocals are so insaaane this is going to my favorites, and they are very much so underrated wtf 😭😭 switching to alt metal listening this month was not on my list but im so glad i discovered them

very quick and rapid sketches of various people/characters using the "wrong" pen (chisel tip calligraphy pen)

my very first fountain pen is coming this week ! i can't wait to draw with an unfamiliar pen, i love trying new stuff. I chose an ink color—Diamine Ancient Copper, close to bromine/iodine since im a big fan of that effect especially when drawing. pics coming soon!

the radio from vivica by jack off jill is so good recently that i found this gem, then decided to listen to the whole EP from a song from there. im not entirely in the mood for harder music atm but it's still okay

this might just be the start of my madonna discography sweep. i know shes popular and im gen z and whatever but theres not much talk about this album. maybe back then there was? but for me erotica is hella underrated

last sketch (now digitally) before i sleep, ive really been on a streak lately

here i go again with my monthly spark for drawing 😅contemplating if i'm going to post art in tiktok as if treating my account like a sketchbook...or maybe like an end of the month thing—gathering all artworks only at the time. what should i do hmmm lol idk, i do what i want but cant decide what i want