there's always something I always thinking about why God take the people we love? ofc I always say alhamdulla but I really miss my grandma and I can't even go to talk to her and tell her everything make me sad or hug her and cry or anything like i used to do. It's been like 5 years from the day she left me and I still can't imagine she never be with us not her voice not her smile not anything. I hope after I deaf too I hope really hope to be with her in the heaven.