I have the same problems (except for my parents don't blame me) I couldn't go to university, I don't have a job, I don't have a relationship, I have only 1 old friend and 1 online close friend which means I see no one in real life, I don't have money of my own, and everything I tried to accomplish failed due to negative environment. So, I stopped trying to make a life based on society's standards. That's not suitable for everyone. I started to learn meditation, yoga, psychology, mindset, and spirituality. Not for getting to somewhere but only to become the best version of myself, to stop self-limitation beliefs and behaviours. And after a long time (years) this year finally my environment has started to change for positive and I am able to be more consistent on money making activities. All that means is find a passion, follow your passion, not for the sake of success, solely for the joy it gives you. And at the same time work on your self-esteem. Be patient. Connect to divine and know that you're always loved and protected and guided. Our values are based on the goodness in our hearts not our achievement. Stay strong and know that your path to all success is in following your heart passion. It doesn't necessarily takes years for everyone but stay optimistic and confident.

everything will be okay.. I believe in you. even if it's not easy or fast never give up, you will get rewarded one day

take it easy, enjoy the small things in life. and if you still think everything is over, at least go down in style 😎