my favorite line from this song: 1. to love me is to suffer me: this is exactly what i feel about myself everytime someone knocks the door to my heart because i always feel like i didn’t deserve anything related to ‘love’ cause it’s a strange thing to me. and that’s why i never let anyone to come in again because in my perspective, if you love me then you have to watch me suffering from this love itself…. i’m so sorry