전체 공개 ・ 09.10
2026.09.14 (Mon)
I love her poems. It Helps my feelings to stay alive.
if i am the longest relationship of my life isn’t it time to nurture intimacy and love with the person i lie in bed with each night - acceptance
the way you speak of yourself the way you degrade yourself into smallness is abuse - self-harm
i woke up thinking the work was done i would not have to practice today how naive to think healing was that easy when there is no end point no finish line to cross healing is everyday work
you have so much but are always hungry for more stop looking up at everything you don’t have and look around at everything you do - where the satisfaction lives
wish pure love and soft peace upon the ones who’ve been unkind to you and keep moving forward - this will free you both
first i went for my words the i can’ts. i won’ts. i am not good enoughs. i lined them up and shot them dead then i went for my thoughts invisible and everywhere there was no time to gather them one by one i had to wash them out i wove a linen cloth out of my hair soaked it in a bowl of mint and lemon water carried it in my mouth as i climbed up my braid to the back of my head down on my knees i began to wipe my mind clean it took twenty-one days my knees bruised but i did not care i was not given the breath in my lungs to choke it out i would scrub the self-hate off the bone till it exposed love - self-love
elara-