전체 공개 ・ 09.15

2026.09.14 (Mon)
my previous manager whom i respect a lot referred me to one of his acquaintances to offer me a job and they offered me a part-time job which is not bad, and from what i’ve seen about the company,, it’s just not a place i would love to work in full time lol,, especially with how burnt out i’m feeling بستخير but i think my answer is clear,, i just genuinely don’t have it in me to work another job on top of what i’m dealing with,, it’s just that having an extra income sounds tempting and i kinda don’t want to let down my manager lollll (he was really nice about that tho and told me to reject it if it didn’t fit me, he also tried to negotiate the salary with them😢) i want to leave my job. yes. but that doesn’t mean i want to work in another startup and risk the possibility of me killing myself. i genuinely had a nightmare about this and i woke up at 3am bc of how much i’m overthinking about it. anyways, i still don’t know if i should accept it or not, i have some concerns and i messaged them about it and they just called me but i didn’t pick up😭