when confonted between your first love and the man you've spent your whole life with i get that it's inevitable to think about what might have been. but of course, that's just an idea. you've spent so much time with this one person for the rest of your life and while i feel bad for luke i absolutely respect joan's decision to escape cause she did what she could to be back with larry. i also think luke seriously needs to move on and just get on with his own life goddamn