To erase my memories and watch this for the first time again. I love a good enemies to lovers, but for me, this is not an enemies to lovers at all. Oh and Tum were rivals, but they didn't hate each other nor had any real animosity for the other, they were just two silly teenagers trying to repay their miracles in different gangs. I wasn't expecting the bond they would form while traveling together. They were so much fun to watch because both were dumb, they would bicker over air just to get on the other nerves, hit, bite, and drop silly jokes out of nowhere. It was all laughs, until it got serious. They shared more than they should and discovered what lay behind all the bravado they showed to their schools. It turned out it was easier to trust your so called enemy, the one person you should want to beat and break their ego. The intimacy was on another level. I loved them, the sweetness, the little kisses, the hand holding, the secrets shared, the confidence they gave to each other and the acceptance. It was everything. Oh, has my heart. My brave boy who loved freely, who only cared about the people he loved and his integrity. He deserved the entire world and to have Tum worshipping the floor he walks. I couldn't bear to see his suffering, it broke my heart and I still ache for his broken trust. But he got his happy ending (and to hit his stupid boyfriend). At one point, I was mad at Tum (I MIGHT STILL BE A LITTLE BIT HURT,OKAY). I trusted him, I don't know why I trusted him, I just wasn't expecting him to be such a coward. My bad, I shouldn't have believed in him so easily when his whole character struggled with self-esteem and people perception. So he had me internally begging for him to not fuck everything up (HE DID, I FORGOT HE WAS A MAN) and I cried (I CRY A LOT, I KNOW). BUT HE TOOK RESPONSIBILITY. And I enjoyed it, he made me cry again but now because of love. My boys ended up together, happy and praying to their deities like the marry couple they are. Please give SurfJava an oscar. They now have one of my favorite kisses in BL. AND THEIR ACTING HERE IS GOLD, PURE GOLD, MORE THAN THAT. I loved them I just can keep saying that I love the filmography, the styling, the story, the acting. Everything, a must rewatch now if I want to die from sweetness overdose