last friday, we had a group activity in cpar and i was the one to present it (presenters are randomly assigned), well all i need to do is to read but i messed up so badly🥺 i'm not nervous at all but when i faced them... i started shaking😭 i'm stuttering and they can't even hear my voice💔 my teacher gave me a mic because my classmates can't hear me and she noticed that i'm shaking and told me to inhale exhale and told my classmates to close their eyes🥹 they just did it like a couple of seconds, some of my classmates cheered for me but i don't know😭 (palamon nalang ako sa lupa huhu) i almost cried after my presentation but i tried so hard not to because i don't want to make a scene🙂 this always happens when i'm presenting or reciting something. i feel like everybody is judging me... whenever i remember all those memories of talking in front of alot of people, i want to cry so bad🥹