I REALLY LOVE MY STUPID ADULT YAOI (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠) they're so in love i'm Sick i can't even begin to describe how much i love this show oh ... i feel like tearing UUUPPPP it's just so endearingly realistic despite the unabashedly over the top comedy... leik the drama most of the time actually feels like a compensation for that i procrastinated watching this ep thinking about how they were gonna tackle kanit going abroad... how was toto gonna react... when was kanit gonna tell him... i thought this was gonna be the last straw but this series just proves me wrong every single time i cannot tell u how much i had to steel myself and prepare to get stressed but it just doesn't let u be lol kanit and toto's relationship really shows what mature love looks like and when two people really love each other even when the odds r stacked it doesn't matter!!!! if the playing field is tilted then reach for the other side and let it topple!!!! who fucking cares!!! i love love love love love this show i love toto so much i love kanit and i love their relationship it astounds me how realistically and charmingly this show portrays a healthy mature relationship through the way they treat each other they share their plans and worries and problems and they respect the decisions the other has to make even in the smallest things. when toto argued with his mom, kanit didn't force him to reconcile with her or hit him with the whole "but she's still your mom" lecture or anything along those lines and that's really important to me because it shows that kanit values toto's feelings first and foremost instead of prioritizing some abstract idea of family. when they were picking out furniture for toto's office and choosing the location they actually talked it through. they listened to each other's opinions and compromised where it made sense. when toto found out about kanit's offer in dubai he just had to ask and know why kanit didn't tell him. and toto didn't even get mad. all he had to say was he's proud of kanit? KILL ME NOW!!! what the fuck goodbye!!! i know kanit had every reason to hesitate but i love that toto's response wasn't to make him feel guilty he just reassured him that he'd love him all the same they're so precious to me. "i'm glad we're growing on our own paths." THEYRE SO PRECIOUS TO MEEE "let's succeed together." THEYRE SO PRCIOUS 2MEEE (that line so williamest tho) another thing i really love about this series :(( my god i love so many things abt this show huh :(( is that it actually lets u sit through the emotions it gives u.... i've been yapping sm abt pacing and tone cos i think that's where most shows and even books fumble u can have the greatest plot ever but if the pacing's off or u switch moods too abruptly unless it's intentional ure just making ur audience confused LET THE SCENES MARINATE LET THE EMOTIONS LINGER LET THE CONSEQUENCES HAUNT THEM IN THE FUTURE!!!!! i never even caught myself making faces at the tv this ep i was literally just sitting there with my chin in my palms and smiling like an idiot because i was so happy and satisfied and i think that says a lot. p'jojo really understands how to make a problem and resolve it in a way that changes the characters instead of just moving the plot from point A to point B. i also love that this ep threw so many problems at the characters but not a single one felt loose or idk just tacked on ??? like every scene meaningfully feeds into either the plot or the emotional progression of the story and NOTHING feels like filler AND THAT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME!!!! THANK U P'JO I REALLY REALLY APPRECIATE A GOOD PLOT STRUCTURE!!!!!! on the other hand hindi lang pala talaga ako yung nakakapansin the scenes where kanit and toto get all clingy i keep seeing a side of taynew LMFAOOOO. i was watching the behinds and scrolling through twt and I CANNOT BELIEVE they had to delete some really clingy and sweet scenes because they looked too much like taynew I CACKLED newwiee literally had to scold tay for getting too handsy and tell him he's being tay not toto T______T my GOOOOOOOOOOD they're just so natural at being intimate and clingy and domestic.... half the time it doesn't even feel like they're acting..... pls i love them so much sana magpakasal na cla :D