I can't think of anything except praying.. going to Jesus is the best way rather than finding a solution myself.. yet I even doubt that... idk maybe I'm close to my broken state?💔 I'm finding ways to make myself back to my faith, if I give up now I'd just really vanished. #ayawkopu👉🏻👈🏻 Goodnight and Godbless🐑🐑🐑