the new math class mom signed me up for was ABSOLUTE HELL !!!! not bcuz of the other students or the environment, that was super chill but at the start of the class the teacher smalltalked w/ me by asking what school im from & when i answered with my school name [which, humble brag, is lit THE top school in my city] her face LIT UP cuz she assumed i was smart. I AM NOT. ESPECIALLY NOT AT MATH. becuz of that the teacher proceeded to give me THE HARDEST FUCKING PROBLEM EVER !!!!! & I HAD TO DO IT IN FRONT OF THE CLASS !!!!! the only thing i could do was pathetically stare at the board & beckon at her with big wide eyes (΄◉◞౪◟◉｀) i hate myself sm wtf. most humiliating experience i’ve had in a while. also she taught wayyyy to fast for me & had a nasty attitude. i hate this hag already. ugh ! on the way to class, i took the bus & sitting on it made me feel like a princess riding a carrige compared to the other peasants drivibg on the road hehe >< mom picked me up to go get my uniform for the next school year & drive me to the teacher’s house. it’s nice seeing my future uniform. the PE clothes are very really fucking ugly tho :/ im writing this while sitting in a nearby konbini, bought this mint chocolate drink & it’s pretty good ~ anywayyy mom’s gunna come get me soon so love u kisses byeeee !! oh & i miss my classmates :[ especially my deskmate !! i wish i could just yap at him abt my entire day again like i used too !!! he’s such a good listener, mostly cuz he didn’t give two fucks abt what i said & didn’t talk much. i’d sometimes see sth & go “oh i should tell him abt that” but then remember we’re no longer sitting tgt on the daily … gosh, there are so many things we talked abt be4 that i wanna update him on ^^ i love my classmates sm <3 i hope we get to have a class reunion soon ..