전체 공개 ・ 06.14

2026.06.12 (Fri)
Tracks + Ratings bully 🟦🟩 (Very relatable song about being your own hater/bully. Self hatred is a very powerful mindset and I've said this before, the bitterness you feel inside is so strong it will permeate everything you touch. It's as if it comes out of your every pore. At the end of the song it gets repetitive and goes on a tad too long but it does encapsulate the ruminating that takes place when getting sucked into the cycles of self hate and doubt.) forget him ⬛️ belly breathing ⬛️ (curses) focus 🟨 ( I don't like it. I can't really explain it but its too slow and I don't like the background noises) crumble 🟥🟨 (not my style, makes me stressed. Robotic techno/club?? My personal hell. why is it almost five minutes long?!?) breathless 🟩 (like the tempo shift) when i need it 🟨 (liked it at first. The sing is clearly about being unable to move on from a relationship even after it has ended. But I don't like distorted psychedelic sound in the chorus) everywhere 🟨 forever 🟩🟪 (this song is about not wanting to live within the life someone creates or sets for you. It made me think about how when speaking on the song bully he was saying how having a solo project is so scary and vulnerable and he had to tell himself his singing doesn't sound bad. Perhaps the company is setting a standard for what they think he should be and expressed opinions that he may not do well. He begins ignoring his own opinions and burying them, viewing them as not important) Ratings Key: ⬛ (Blacklisted) 🟥 (Awful) 🟧 (Would Not Listen To) 🟫 (Meh) 🟦 (Okay) 🟩 (Good) 🟪 (Amazing) 💯 (Perfect)
not really my style I only saved 3 songs but I would only listen to the final track
And if my garden grows forever I'd like to kill all the weeds I've sown
bully by Josh Conway
I know you didn't think the grass was ever green But I still love you anyway
Breathless by Josh Conway
'Cause the wheels weren't made to spin one way
breathless by Josh Conway
wore the same shoes you gave me stayed in the path you paved me
forever by Josh Conway
I really couldn't live like that forever
forever by Josh Conway