this ep had me anxious from beginning to end 😢 coz gurl watching tanrak shake from fear and guilt was heartbreaking. it felt so real talaga kahit ako kinabahan. he's so terrified that everyone will find out na may something sakanila ni barth, and that fear is slowly consuming him then the scene tanrak burned the notebook... goosebumps. he was so scared that he didn't hesitate to get it and burn it. that notebook wasn't just filled with their conversations—it held memories and feelings that meant everything to them. so watching him burn it felt like he was trying to erase a part of himself, hoping it would make everything easier, kahit kitang kita naman na it was breaking him inside... TAPOS ETO PA KDBAODKOABWONA yung confession niya kay father HUHU tanrak asked if God would forgive him if he broke up with barth, and that question alone showed how deeply conflicted he is. he didn't ask that question to seek advice, he was desperately searching for a way to escape the guilt that's been weighing on him you guys this episode honestly left me scared, anxious, and emotionally drained. kada scene made me worry for tanrak and barth, and knowing how much they're both suffering made everything even harder to watch. hindi ko kinaya yung ep na 'to jusq