When we desire something, we do everything in our power to get it. It actually took me three days to finish this movie; honestly, I just can't finish a movie in one sitting right now unless I'm in a cinema. Every plot twist was completely surprising. From the start, you can assume that he killed her, but it's impossible to imagine how he did it. The way he frenziedly reported it made us believe that he truly loved her, until fear took over his addiction. I do believe a part of him loved her, just not in a romantic or fairytale way. We all have different versions of love: some want a partner who is beneficial, some want a partner who will be supportive, some just want a partner out of lust, and some simply want to have someone. She was beneficial to him, which is what gave him his idea of love