i turned 17 last month exactly at 18.8 know i only have a 3 years old of memories they say that humans' character is based on his memories and things he went thro but what can i do if i don't remember anything I didn't have amnesia or anything but my mind just decided i don't need to remember the first 14 years of my life i remember some things random moments random feelings but when tells me about MY childhood MY life my mind can't really remember i hate to admit knewing why am like this i hate to admit it was because my only wish back then was " god please let my forget everything" life feels unreal when u don't remember how did you get here